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It does sound so banal to say and surrealistic, coz this seems to be my life’s statement at every crucial point
In early 90’s When I become an actor , my life’s statement was,
“ I had never thought of becoming an actor..but I am an actor now.”

2011:
I am an initiated Hindu monk
I believed I was a progressive person
Sanyas taught me, I was warped in my hypocritical selfish meaning of progressiveness
I believed I was a feminist
Sanyas taught me , I wasn’t a feminist, I was a misandryst
Sanyas is peeling layers and layers of selfishness
Sanyas reveals to you “feeling hurt” is selfish and the root of all violence.
If human beings thrive I challenge, Sanyas is the journey for life
Life is not about the cars, we own, or awards we win,
Its all about the value proposition we have in people’s life.
Its all about the responsibility we have for people in our life.
Responsibilism without an iota of selfishness: Is the journey of a Sanyasi

Sanyas is The vocation
The fire in the underbelly, to do something
Why Sanyas:
Sanyas teaches you to practice and live he highest of human principles

Where does confidence come from ?
How you look ?
Life choices we make defines who we are
Sanyas is my life’s journey
Sanyas is My choice.
This unique journey
The journey which needs courage
Courage to break from the the “norm”
Courage to delve deep in your self
Courage to stand steadfast, unswervingly, for the highest principles of life with selfless integrity, non violence { Ahimsa}
Courage to stand up again and again, and again no matter how many times we fall:
Sanyas is: epic rebirth

Sanyas is not about detachment to family and friends, its all about expanding our inner space, without ego or pain or hurt or even a slight whimper and relate to the the whole world as your own reflections.
Sanyas has taught me that Journey of Life without The Guru in life, is life living on barren land.

]]> https://nithyanandamayiswami.com/from-actor-to-sanyasi-my-journey-of-self-discovery-and-responsibility/feed/ 0 6 Tips To Survive This Pandemic https://nithyanandamayiswami.com/6-tips-to-survive-this-pandemic-2/ https://nithyanandamayiswami.com/6-tips-to-survive-this-pandemic-2/#respond Tue, 04 Aug 2020 06:26:28 +0000 https://new.nithyanandamayiswami.com/6-tips-to-survive-this-pandemic/ file-6768779 ]]> https://nithyanandamayiswami.com/6-tips-to-survive-this-pandemic-2/feed/ 0 The Realities of Inner Violence and Self Hatred: How to Turn Things Around https://nithyanandamayiswami.com/the-realities-of-inner-violence-and-self-hatred-how-to-turn-things-around/ https://nithyanandamayiswami.com/the-realities-of-inner-violence-and-self-hatred-how-to-turn-things-around/#respond Sat, 25 Jul 2020 06:26:28 +0000 https://new.nithyanandamayiswami.com/the-realities-of-inner-violence-and-self-hatred-how-to-turn-things-around/ You hear it more often now in the news.

At least 800,000 people die from suicide ever year. That’s one person killing himself every 40 seconds, a very alarming statistic in a world where suicide has become a form of escape from the pressures of daily life.

This has been made worse by the ongoing pandemic where a lot of people find themselves helpless and isolated in their homes experiencing pandemic fatigue, a perfect formula to initiate thoughts of suicide.

While there is not one reason for people taking their own lives, a lot of these causes are attributed to a lack of inner peace and an unstable thoughts racing in the mind.

A lot of people who attempt to commit suicide feel that they are at the end of their rope and that they have no chance of turning their life around. Some also experienced stressful life events such as losing a loved one, being faced with a financial or legal issue or experiencing rage after a traumatic experience.

While others turn to violence on others to express anger, others inflict harm on themselves and even go as far as taking their life.

Self-hatred is often manifested by a lack of positive energy. You begin to see life as just a list of tasks that would ultimately lead to failure. This makes you focus only on the negative aspects of life no matter how good your day was.

If you don’t seek help, you’ll also start believing that you are indeed a failure and that pulls your self-esteem further down. But before you sink deeper, it’s very important to turn things around by following some simple steps, especially those guided by “Ahimsa” or the ancient Indian principle of non-violence.

Acknowledge the problem.

If you’ve been feeling down, depressed and even suicidal for a while now, it’s time acknowledge that you have a problem with self-hatred.

Embrace positivity.

It may be hard to do this right away, but you have to commit to embracing more positivity in your life to drown out self-hatred. On days where you feel good, write down those happy thoughts and read them on days when you’re feeling low.

This should remind you to practice more positive self-talk and that you’re worth more than you think you do.

Don’t make decisions when you’re angry.

Finally, it’s very important to be aware that anger doesn’t result to the best decisions, whether it’s within yourself or towards others.

Learn about a technique that will help you heal your inner self so you can be wiser with your decisions and not just base them on temporary emotions.

]]> https://nithyanandamayiswami.com/the-realities-of-inner-violence-and-self-hatred-how-to-turn-things-around/feed/ 0 How to love yourself:hate suicide: remove depression from your life! https://nithyanandamayiswami.com/how-to-love-yourselfhate-suicide-remove-depression-from-your-life/ https://nithyanandamayiswami.com/how-to-love-yourselfhate-suicide-remove-depression-from-your-life/#respond Thu, 11 Jun 2020 06:26:00 +0000 https://new.nithyanandamayiswami.com/how-to-love-yourselfhate-suicide-remove-depression-from-your-life/ file-7016091

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Thoughts and it’s journey in&around the mind.

The pain and suffering, the conflict, the deep hatred for yourself and things around your life

when the mind feels its on formula one racing track ,racing, weaving inbetween the obstacles of anger , frustration , fear, self hatred, hating others, gut clenching violence.

Unable to hear the thoughts, unable to feel sane, swimming in the not able to see the light at the end of the tunnel of deep deep suffering…

The emotions all gather like boil in your head and the suffering the anger, vengeance, unbearable anger consumes you, consumes your sanity, your joy, and you who you are is lost in the infinite chasm, floating around, wondering, who you are, and what you have become.

 And when the ugly, horrid metamorphis of anger, suffering, deep hatred, vengeance and violence, subsides— you wonder who you become and when it recurs again and again-unbearable ..the self hatred is unbearable, only death seems to be gate way to a better world.

Suicide in today’s human realm has become real and common

Gone are the days when we could hear stories of human will, perserverance over all travesty prevails 

As an actor, my first face to face with “ suicide “ was actor Silk Smitha’s in 1996

https://www.pinkvilla.com/entertainment/south/uday-kiran-silk-smitha-vijay-sai-10-south-indian-celebs-who-passed-way-committing-suicide-541934

Silk Smitha’s suicide was a surprise for me. 

She was a lady with great perseverance  and will power and admired by many. Her personality, style and grit were spoken with awe in the corridors of the South Indian film industry. 

Two weeks prior to her death, I had met her and Dr. Radhakrihsna her manager in a shoot location in Kerala, India. 

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We were shooting in Kerala for a Malyalam film, and although my shoot wrapped for the day, the unit was shooting thru the night with Ms. Silk Smitha. I waited for her to come to the sets, and introduced myself and was charmed by her simple innocence.

Suicide marks you , especially when you have met the person when they are alive and walking, talking, laughing.

What would make a woman of her personality go to the length of committing suicide I wondered.

But of course as all suicides, there was no logical answer.

And every time an actor commits suicide, the blame game, passing the buck starts. 

Suicide is a very personal decision

I have to yet meet a person form whom suicide wasn’t a thought in the passing at least, and some who have tried it repeatedly and unsuccessfully nd some successfully.

When my life took the most disparaging U-turn, one that none of us would want to live through , suicide did cross my mind.

But my first thought was of people who loved me., what will happen to them if I leave them.

We have to decide and dictate our lives- not by peers, trolls not any other human being.

Nor can or should it be ignore.

The pain of suffering need not exists.

I was able to be relieved and walk out of these asphyxiating life style only coz I followed the teachings of My Guru , Bhagwan Sri Nithyananda Paramashivam 

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Anger and vengeance leads to suffering and suicide. 

But living life without violence, in Ahimsa is the true nature of human.

Below are some of the teaching of my Guru ,which I have practiced successfully and urge each to practice and experience real inner freedom

,https://youtu.be/NsNNCMoGCp8


https://youtu.be/0t_2LeCVdZg,, ,,

Except completion there is not another solution for the self violence

https://youtu.be/Xb1E-gwvlRE

]]> https://nithyanandamayiswami.com/how-to-love-yourselfhate-suicide-remove-depression-from-your-life/feed/ 0 My Life, My Choices https://nithyanandamayiswami.com/my-life-my-choices/ https://nithyanandamayiswami.com/my-life-my-choices/#respond Tue, 02 Jun 2020 15:39:11 +0000 https://dev-mayi.pantheonsite.io/?p=996 Living in Kailasa for 11 years  amidst a furore, fueling the fury…

From being a successful, respected actor and philanthropist to the most persecuted woman of the century , life took an unexpected leap and flung me off the cliff- suffocating my breath of life.  But every story has a clip hanger , which grabs us from the free fall and hold on to life.

That cliff hanger will always be the U turn of life

Though I had entered the profession reluctantly, upon the urging of my mother to support the family, I worked prolifically and received numerous accolades for my work.

Make up, lights, action!

My choice of life as an actor was most charmed life.

Without much struggle, just simple hard work from the day I donned make up, My God protected me and blessed me with the most beautiful life, friends and family.

Rarely in life, we meet personalities who will hold the mirror and show you that you are much more than what you believe in yourself to be

You can fly higher, achieve more and fill the craving of leaving for this world something worthy, something cherished

Swamiji and His teachings profoundly impacted my souland changed the way I see my self and the world.

2009

Swamiji one being, has and had and continues to cause joy, bliss, heal depressions

Life has many chapters and 2009 was the time for me to move to the my next chapter of my life.

I committed my life as a Sanyasi, a Hindu monk, under the holy guidance of my Guru, HDH Bhagwan Nithyananda Paramashiva

2010-Life Interrupted

My life which was flowing with lyrical sweetness of Mahakavi’s Kalidasa’s Meghasantha, was abruptly transmogrified  and I was thrust in to Shakeshpere’s Macbeth.

From a respected actor, overnight media projected me as promiscuous

A harlot

From a simple hard working woman, I was suddenly become a harlot, a scheming conniving witch.

The vicious attack was uncomprehending

I shrunk back and retreated in to the shadows of life and tried to remain there

Life does spring you surprises, but I least expected as a sanyasi, a simple monk to be vilified , persecuted and attacked incessantly for My life’s choices

The malicious, vicious hate wave was built up relentlessly by anti hindu and anti guru missionaries stunned and stunted me and all my relationships

Embroiled in an unsolicited, unrequited idealogical war , strategized , triggered and inflamed by anti hindus and anti hindu anti guru brigade

“Falsehood flies, and truth comes limping after it, so that when men come to be undeceived, it is too late; the jest is over, and the tale hath had its effect: like a man, who hath thought of a good repartee when the discourse is changed, or the company parted; or like a physician, who hath found out an infallible medicine, after the patient is dead.”

― Jonathan Swift

I stood on the brink of the cliff with multi faceted,kaldescope of decisions.

My cliffhanger:

Truth

&

Swamiji and Swamiji’s principles are needed for this world- and nothing and no one could make me change my mind

2009 —2020: The journey continues

A decade’s journey as a monk

A journey of picking life’s gems

A journey which taught me..

A world without violence, A world without hate, A world without jealousy

A world of understanding, A world of love, A world of simple, innocent joy

A world of blissful brotherhood/ sisterhood

Is possible

With Swamiji’s teachings and Principles

My life, My choices…

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]]> https://nithyanandamayiswami.com/my-life-my-choices/feed/ 0 75 IndianRupees https://nithyanandamayiswami.com/75-indianrupees/ https://nithyanandamayiswami.com/75-indianrupees/#respond Thu, 02 Apr 2020 06:26:00 +0000 https://new.nithyanandamayiswami.com/75-indianrupees/ Apparently today is the last day of Syndicate Bank In South India

Here is an interesting post I came across a while back.

With bank mergers taking place and banks losing their identity, here is a little-known story of once-private Syndicate Bank, which started with a 25-paise deposit…

There are three reasons why Syndicate Bank is important in the evolution of India as a wealth generator, and for working towards the upliftment of the masses.

Firstly, it was born out of a belief that an innovative person cannot really generate wealth for himself on a sustainable basis unless he works out a way to make his community wealthy as well.

Secondly, it was the only large bank in India to locate its headquarters in a rural area – in the 1930s Manipal was still a village.

Thirdly, even before CK Prahalad arrived on the scene, its promoters knew about how wealth could be found at the bottom of the pyramid.

At a time when all banks insisted on Rs 5 as the minimum deposit amount to open an account, Syndicate’s promoters opened accounts with just 25 paise.

Unfortunately, this is a story that most management schools too do not teach.

The bank itself was a brainchild of Tonse Madhav Anant Pai, who went to Bangalore to study medicine.

He excelled in his studies, and when earning his licence to practise medicine, he went back home to the fishing village of Malpe.

He asked his parents if he could go to Japan for further studies, but was told sternly by his mother that he should stay in the same village and practice medicine for the welfare of the people he grew up with.

That broke the boy’s heart. He wanted to study more.

And he knew that a fishing village would provide him neither money, nor the intellectual challenge.

He was proved right. In six months’ time, he confirmed that a fishing village had only colds, fevers, diarrhoea, dysentery and indigestion as regular ailments.

He tried persuading his parents one more time to let him go overseas for further studies.

Once again, he was rebuffed. His relatives would talk of how the boy would go to sleep sobbing into his pillow crying over the unfairness of life.

Till one day, he had his Eureka moment. He realised that one reason why he was not earning enough was because the people around him were also not earning enough.

Could he change that?

He began strategizing a social revolution that India had never seen or imagined.

He knew, as a doctor, that children are brought o doctors invariably by mothers; seldom by fathers.

So he focussed on the women who came to him. He began urging them not to let their children end up like their fathers who were good only for fishing and then getting drunk when they returned to home base.

The cleaning of the fish, selling them, managing provisions, balancing incomes with expenses was left to women.

If there was any surplus money, the man demanded it, and got drunk with that money.

So he urged the women to save.

But they told him that there wasn’t enough money for saving. He would then ask them to show how much money they had. They would show him a few coins.

He would gently take a 25 paise coin from each woman and tell her to start with this.

Since he was not a bank, he kept two notebooks for each woman – one kept with him and the other with the woman.

He told them that he would send his compounder over to her house every day when the husband was not around.

If they could save 25 paise, the amount would be registered in both the notebooks.

The scheme, backed by constant persuasions and exhortations, worked.

Women began saving. In a few months, Pai realised he had more than a thousand rupees – which translates into a few lakhs using today’s valuations.

The 25 paise deposit scheme came to be known as the Pygmy Deposit scheme.

It was time to go to phase 2 of the plan. He told them that their children were falling ill very frequently because they consumed only fish and rice.

He urged them to give the children a glass of milk every day. That was impossible. A glass of milk was unaffordable.

So Pai urged them to buy a cow for their houses.

They laughed: “We cannot afford a glass of milk, and you want us to buy a cow?”.

But Pai gently told them that he could finance the cows for the women.

And repayment was also painless, he explained: “Just give your child a glass of milk, and I shall purchase the rest of the milk from you and adjust the cost of the cow.

You don’t have to do anything else.”

It took a while to persuade the first woman.

But when she agreed, it was a game of “me too”.

Within a short while, there were so many cows in the village that Pai could not purchase all their milk.

He therefore formed a milk cooperative.

To handle the amount of money coming in he started a bank – Canara Industrial and Banking Syndicate Ltd – with its headquarters in Manipal.

The first branch of the bank started its operations in 1925 at Udupi in Karnataka.

By 1937, it had secured its membership as a clearinghouse in Mumbai.

He then started weavers’ cooperatives, who too were financed by the bank.

Then to benefit the community he began schools, then colleges and then institutions that taught engineering and medicine.

This complex later became the prestigious Manipal Educational Complex.

In fact, to grow the bank, Pai used to look around for good businessmen, who had the urge to grow and both the ability and willingness to repay the amounts borrowed.

In one of his travels, he met a trader, whom he helped get a yarn licence from the government.

That businessman was Dhirubhai Ambani,

And that is how a member of the Pai family remained on the board of Reliance Industries as long as he was alive.

Syndicate Bank used to be the lead agent for all loans syndicated by Reliance even through they did not have the largest share.

This also is an end to one of my earliest relationship – My bank

Mid 1980’s that I opened my very first bank account In Syndicate Bank , Chennai -India, with 75 Indian Rupees.

This 75 Indian Rupees was a scholarship I had earned in school -though I am not able to remember exactly for what at this moment – but at that time I was so excited to have my own bank account !

My journey towards financial independence started with Syndicate Bank.

The end of Syndicate Bank signifys the end not just an infrastructure, but the principles of human perseverance and human will power that created Syndicate Bank.

]]> https://nithyanandamayiswami.com/75-indianrupees/feed/ 0 How Kailasa is leading the world in Healing COVID19 https://nithyanandamayiswami.com/how-kailasa-is-leading-the-world-in-healing-covid19/ https://nithyanandamayiswami.com/how-kailasa-is-leading-the-world-in-healing-covid19/#respond Sat, 28 Mar 2020 06:26:00 +0000 https://new.nithyanandamayiswami.com/how-kailasa-is-leading-the-world-in-healing-covid19/ Why I believe Kailasa will heal the world of Coronavirus :

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With the blessings of His Divine Holiness , let’s pause the journey of life: and contemplation , complete with our inner violence and heal each of our inner spaces & restart our journey of this lifetime with love, peace and sacrifice

]]> https://nithyanandamayiswami.com/how-kailasa-is-leading-the-world-in-healing-covid19/feed/ 0 18 March 2020 Sri Nithyananda Paramashivam Satsang transcript https://nithyanandamayiswami.com/18-march-2020-sri-nithyananda-paramashivam-satsang-transcript/ https://nithyanandamayiswami.com/18-march-2020-sri-nithyananda-paramashivam-satsang-transcript/#respond Wed, 18 Mar 2020 06:26:00 +0000 https://new.nithyanandamayiswami.com/18-march-2020-sri-nithyananda-paramashivam-satsang-transcript/ nithyānandeśvara paramashiva samārambhām

nithyānandeśvari parashakti madhyamām |

asmat āchārya paryantām vande guru paramparām ||

I welcome you all of with my love and respects. I welcome all the devotees, disciples, samajis, satsangis, Sri Mahants, Mahants, Thanedar, Kothari, visitors, viewers, Kayakalpa Yoga participants, Kailasa’s eGurukul students, Kailasa’s NHU students, all the living and practicing Hindus from all over the world. I welcome all of you with my love and respects.

Paramashiva’s message directly from Shrikailasa. Listen. Being of Paramashiva … is … a definitive … existence. All the best things and auspiciousness you can imagine, and beyond your imaginations manifest from the being of Paramashiva. The whole existence of the Cosmos … becomes alive, comes to exist because of the being of Paramashiva. Listen carefully. The whole science I am going to teach you, the whole alchemy process I am going to do is absolute integrity, honesty and truth based. Cosmically how things exist as it is, I am opening it up in front of you. Listen carefully. As it is I am opening it up in front of you. Listen. The multidimensions, and various dimensions existence … as it is without adulterating or interpolating or adding … any … self serving motives or goals. As it is absolute integrity to Paramasiva, I am manifesting, I am opening it up. Listen carefully, I want all of you to understand few fundamental principles. My needs are very less. I only need freedom to reveal the truth as it is without being attacked by anti-Hindu elements. Understand, I’ll give you one example. Cosmically actual Narak, Naraka or Svarga … described by Hindu Veda Agamas and Puranas are as it exists is totally different from how the western religions described hell and heaven.

Listen. Western religion tells if you don’t believe in their religion, you go to hell. But in actual Naraka, you don’t go to Naraka if you don’t believe in some principle. If you break the Cosmic law of karma, then you go to Naraka. Not by believing in something or not believing in something. No! So the whole Cosmical truth … I am going to reveal as it is, I need freedom for that only. All the anti-Hindu elements, see anti-Hindu elements are multilevel. Some are having a different religious ideas so they want to attack the Hinduism without realizing Hinduism is not some ideology or faith based, it’s a truth based. It is Sanatana Dharma, truth based reality as it is. Second, some of the political ideologies have vested interest against Hinduism. They can’t thrive, flourish, survive if the Hindu ideas are spread, Hindu ideas spread all over the world.

So understand, these vested interests, … they are so well organized criminal gang. They can infiltrate into any organization and destroy from inside. That’s the biggest lesson I learned in last ten years. Sorry, twenty years. They can infiltrate and act as the devotees and insiders … even for five-six years or act, do drama for years together … and create fake stories, fake narratives. Do the crime, and create evidences against the organization. They can do every criminal acts. I have seen oh God! What movies are showing – agents, spies, all that is too small, too little. I have seen the implants in our sangha, how they, oh God! How well they are organized and cunning in their strategies and … bring down the sangha from inside. Of course, by the grace of Paramashiva and protection of Mahakalabhairava, this time I won the game. They are not able to destroy me and they can’t destroy me anymore. It’s all done deal now. Understand.

I wanted all of you to know, Kailasa is real and it has happened. Because, I do not need much other than the simple freedom to tell the reality and truth as it is, teach these sciences as it is. And what I needed also, I have achieved it now. I have it. Everything is done. So, I am going to give all the gifts from Kailasa as a gift. I am not interested in monetizing, I am telling you really. I am not interested in monetizing. You will be surprised to listen to my next announcement. I’ll not accept even Gurudakshina, any money from any of you before the program ends. Only after the program ends, I am going to accept. So there is no fee or money or Gurudakshina you pay and then enter the program. No! Because I am not interested in monetizing. But I am highly interested in protecting the sangha, I don’t want criminals.

I don’t want … cunning fellows strategically, see multilevel I have seen. This double face, one side they will say, “Oh Swamiji, you are great and I am devoted to you. I am absolutely committed to you.” That side, they will go and say, “Aye, I, I get you lot of information. Wait, wait.” And then they will try to see which side is winning the game, then they will side up with that side. Using me for their social prestige. All kinds of cheap people I have seen. I am only now evolving a structure to protect myself from this cheap gang. They come eat our food, enjoy our hospitality … and they want to be a committed sannyasis, powers. See when you are committed and trained sannyasis, certainly you get some rights, powers. They want those powers but they want to be treated as guests. Hinduism has a set of principles for sannyasis, separate set of principles for grishasthas, separate set of principles. For administration, separate set of principles.

They run riot and eat, snatch, steal, do everything inside the organization and destroy and then they go out and abuse and attack the organization . I have seen all these kinds of cheap people. I only wanted to protect Kailasa and sangha from this gang. So I am making it very clear, … I will not deny Paramashivoham Level 2 for anyone for economical reason. No! Money cannot be the reason why you should not have Paramashiva in you. No. Money is just social. But I am also very clear, … I do not want the sickened broke robber rowdies racist gang … who have deep vengeance against Hindus. The racist gang, I don’t want that racist gang to enter into the sangha and … run riot on my innocent loving space. Please understand, every time when I come out of samadhi, I am absolutely in the space of completion and radiating love, compassion, hospitality. For ages, for thousands of years now, Hindus have been destroyed because of their love, compassion, hospitality. I don’t want that to happen again.

I want to keep the Kailasa alive. I want to keep the sangha alive. I don’t want these demons and devils, rakshasas and rakshasis … enter into the sangha and … destroy the sangha, … attack the sangha from inside and outside. How many multiple layer illegal things they have done. But unfortunately we don’t have time to fight with … all of them, because we have too important work to do. See for example, you have a medicine for Corona and ten people are about to die, will you have time to go and give that medicine to all of them, or somebody who has stolen the copyright of, patent right of the medicine? You’ll have time to go and fight them in the court? Naturally my first priority is to give that medicine and save the people. Not to go and fight with them who has taken the patent right or copyright, stolen it, and trying to make it on their own, monetize it. No, I don’t have time for that. I have to save people. I have to give this great conscious breakthrough to people.

I have been attacked too much, but by the grace of Kalabhairava, Paramashiva’s grace and Kalabhairava’s protection, … I am saved and Kailasa has happened. Listen carefully. I want all the devotees to understand, and start protecting, defending Kailasa everywhere. I do not want money to stop anyone coming and attending this program. But I want absolute commitment, integrity and commitment from people. So I am evolving a system. Unless you pay, … you don’t sit, attend with the respect or involvement. You take things for granted. You abuse it cheaply. Anything comes free, you’ll use it and throw it like toilet paper. I think now the toilet paper is too value because of Corono. I do not want … Tpeople to take this whole Paramashivoham process for granted. Same way, I do not want … people to be stopped … because of money. Because money is manmade. Listen. All this after considering intensely and sincerely, … I want to open the doors to all the beings of the Universe.

See just because few criminals and demons came and demolished, attacked, I cannot shut my door. I will continue to be hospitable and keep myself available to the whole world. Understand. It is my responsibility … to make the whole world manifest being of Paramashiva. Same way, my responsibility to protect Kailasa from demons, devils, rakshasis and rakshasas. I am opening the doors of Paramashivoham to all the beings. Many people are asking that it is too soon, only yesterday I announced on 20th I am going to start. Please give us two-three days to prepare. Till 27th, I’ll allow participants to come inside. Till 27th, I’ll allow participants to join. But I recommend you start from 20th. You start joining as early as possible. Because everyday is going to be intense super alchemy process. Understand, fundamentally literally the being of Paramashiva I am going to manifest. Inside you, literally you will start flowering … and understanding the whole Cosmos and manifesting the powers.

As I said this one example, in really the Narak, Naraka, there is no such thing if you don’t believe in some religion, you go there. No. You will be pushed there. No. If you break the Cosmic principles, Cosmic law, the Cosmic existence, then naturally you go there to detox yourself … and evolve yourself to the next level. Same way, just because you believe in somebody or some principle, you don’t go to … heaven, Svarga. No! If you are celebrating the Cosmic principle, Cosmic existence, you reach Svarga, heaven. Understand the fundamental truths of life. Fundamental truths of life is reality based, not religion based, not any faith based. It is straight honest, integrity and facts, and the truth as it is. I have seen people feel heroic when they abuse somebody or attack some big guy. And, just to enjoy that heroic feeling, arrogance, ego satisfaction, they abuse without knowing whom they are abusing.

I tell you, … I don’t care about their abusing but I don’t want them to destroy Kailasa or sangha, because this is too precious for the humanity. Kailasa and sangha is too important, too precious for humanity. It’s with tremendous tyaga, this Kailasa revival has happened. That is why I am so cautious and careful. See, anybody who is recommended by any SJP Yajaman or Kartha, that this person is not capable of paying but sincere seeker, please allow – that person will be allowed. Listen carefully. That SJP Yajaman or Kartha who recommend should declare their integrity to me, and to the sangha in clear written email. Any SJP Yajaman or Kartha can recommend anyone for the program, either to reduce the Gurudakshina or completely make it zero, no Gurudakshina. I’ll gladly accept. I don’t have any problem because … all of you have supported the Kailasa happening, and I am here to share with the whole world … these gifts from Kailasa. I am only finding a balance between … to keep these demons out, actually if I have made all the programs in the aadheenam paid, even nominal amount, including the aadheenavasi training, sannyas training, everything – we would have had quality people. We would not have had these implants, demons, devils. We would have had less number of detractors. And we would have been doing our work more focus.

Even Kailasa, once the address is announced and I start the public darshan, it maybe one dollar but everyday people would have to get visa to enter into Kailasa. It maybe less than one dollar … or ten cents but everyday they would have to get visa by paying maybe ten cent or one dollar. They would have to get visa, so that I avoid that detractors and implants, cheap sick broke gang … coming and gathering … and attacking internally or from externally. I am, I have evolve now perfect system. This Paramashivoham, … I don’t want anyone to miss due to money, but I don’t want any demons, devils, anti-Hindu gang and racist gang, anti-Kailasa gang to enter … and create any mess internally or externally. I am making it very clear.

So any SJP Yajaman or Kartha, you would have to send the clear email declaring your integrity to me and to the sanghas. With that integrity declaration, anybody you recommend, that this person is sincere seeker, he will enjoy the program, he will neither create any trouble inside or outside, or any lawfare, any other mess, he is not able to pay money, he doesn’t have money for Gurudakshina; please allow him free or reduce – anything we accept. We will immediately give yes. There will not be any problem. There will not be anything stopping because I am not interested in monetizing. I am interested in giving to the whole world. I am only interested in protecting the sangha. I don’t want people who have no interest just checking out. If you want to check out, you watch the videos and check out. Watch my satsangs and check out. I don’t have time for you to come here to the program to check out on me. No!

Program is for alchemy process where the committed sincere seekers go through the process with me. I don’t want these people to come out, come there and check out and next day disappear. Because we need to prepare the infrastructure everywhere all over the world. So I don’t want insincere people. And same way, I don’t want anti-Hindu gangsters, the rowdies, the racists, terrorists. Anti-Hindu terrorists, I don’t want anti-Hindu terrorists. See fundamentally, this Paramashivoham process is … like a core of your being … will be implanted with Paramashiva’s space. You will become pregnant with Paramashiva … and He starts manifesting in you … and you become Him. Fundamentally His being manifests in your being, it’ll be an extremely pleasant, blissful Cosmic orgasmic, … ecstatic flowering of the being and manifestation of powers. Not just state of Paramashiva, space of Paramashiva, powers of Paramashiva, the very core of Paramashiva, being itself will manifest. Paramashiva feels world is ready for this science.

It’ll all be done as per the guidance of Akasha Bhairava. whether announcing the program yesterday or the structure of Gurudakshina, everything is directly from the guidance of Akasa Bhairava. I am evolving a structure where … you know you have paid and you should be committed, and attending … sincerely. You all have given money as Gurudakshina, you should attend. You should have that involvement, intensity. Same time, I do not want people who don’t have money to be stopped. So I am evolving a structure, where even Mahants and Sri Mahants, even if you are not SJP Yajaman, our Mahants and Sri Mahants, heads of the sangha can start recommending. And anybody who’s a regularly volunteering, we know them, they are sincere devotees – those people also can apply.

I am trying to make ten thousand people manifest, ten thousand beings manifest. It doesn’t need to be human beings alone, it can even be pets. Ten thousand beings to manifest Paramashiva. So we can give a superconscious breakthrough to the world. So the structure I am evolving is … before you enter to the program, I’ll allow from 20th to 27th, this seven days, anytime you can join but once you join, you have to attend to the program sincerely. You cannot go in between and come. It has to be sincere commitment. Understand, nobody will be exempted from sessions. Sessions have to be attended because step by step first the Ganapati will be invoked. Then Bhairava for purification and detox, that Mahabhairava, Akasha Bhairava. Then the various Kailasa’s beings – Nandi. Then Paramashiva himself. So this step by step process cannot be … missed.

Once you enter, you have to complete it till the April 4th. So before you enter itself, the commitment is very clear. You are either coming by the devo, SJP recommendation quota, seat – no problem. Or you are committing this is what is your Gurudakshina, you write a cheque and give, but we will not accept. We will keep that because in Hindu tradition, only after the knowledge is given, after the initiations are done, everything is completed – your Gurudakshina will be accepted. So after the whole program – April 4th, we will give the cheques back to you. Then you offer it traditionally as Gurudakshina. And if you don’t want to offer and take it back, you can take it back. I don’t have a problem. I don’t have a problem. Understand. Understand this whole game. You would have to give but I will not accept. I’ll not accept, I’ll keep it there with you only. And after the program is done, from April, April 4th I’ll be concluding the program. From April 5th to April 14th – that ten days, I’ll be available to accept your Gurudkashina.

After the program if you say, “I don’t want to pay. I am taking my cheque back, I am going.” I don’t have a problem. Because Hindus, we function based on the simple integrity and commitment. And we don’t have … no Guru binds disciple legally … the education loan. No! And no disciple cheats Guru in Gurudakshina. Understand, even Karna, he lied to Guru about his community. Actually he did not lie. He just told the fact, but he himself do not know it’s a fact. That’s the only thing he has done. See, he was thinking he was told he is born for Shudra, but actually he is Kshatriya. In a way I think Surya’s son. Karna is Surya’s son. He must be considered as a Brahmana or the son of Deva. So he is not even a Kshatriya. He’s born for Deva. So anyhow … but he did not tell what he knows as a fact to Parashurama. That’s the only mistake but he even then … did everything to pay his Gurudakshina to every Guru from whom he learned. Whether Arjuna or anyone, so understand that Hinduism does not have that education loan concept – you are bound legally. No! Everything is spiritual connection and … spiritual feeling connection.

That is why I cannot even fathom somebody coming inside the sangha and staying, getting initiated, even taking kavi and eating, enjoying our hospitality, running riot, and then going out and abusing me because in Hindu culture, that doesn’t exist. In Hindu tradition, that doesn’t exist. We are absolutely devoted to the Guru Sampradaya, Guru-shishya Parampara. In the modern day, not only the racists from outside Hinduism, even some people inside Hinduism started picking this up as a heroism without knowing that this is not heroism. It is too much of Cosmic karma. So the whole program is going to be conducted with integrity to Paramashiva … and Akasha Bhairava, … Mahabhairava. I don’t know how many of you understand the structure, the Gurudakshina structure. I’ll explain and put it in detail email and spread it to all of you.

So it is like this, you know you have spent so you have to be sincere. People who can’t spend get the recommendation from SJP Yajamans and Karthas. Then they participate free of cost, free of Gurudakshina. No problem but everything is cleared before you enter the program. But even then I will not accept the Gurudakshina. It’ll be really kept. After the program is done – April 4th, April 5th we will distribute all the cheques back to you. Then you decide whether you want to offer as Gurudakshina or you don’t want to offer. It is up to you. Because I wanted to evolve as a system where my compassion and hospitality … is neither stopped, nor abused. It’s like I cannot stop my compassion and hospitality. I am here to give, to give, to give. But I also need to protect the sangha … and Kailasa from all these abusers, attackers, cheap demons, devils.

Forgive the enemies and devils but don’t forget them. Forgive them but don’t forget them. If you forget, you become fool. I may forgive the demons, devils, … abusers, anti-Hindu terrorists, gangsters, rowdies, criminals. I may forgive them but I can’t forget them. Because we have to protect the Kailasa. I am going to keep and revive all the Hindu principles, even in Gurudakshina, in everything. I am going to keep these principles alive. And protect … myself and Kailasa. I am evolving the system … such a way, for each country, based on their local laws. We are evolving a system.

This whole Paramashivoham … is intense Cosmic happening, not just any program. It is like literally Paramashiva meeting you, you meeting Paramashiva. After the Great Pause, I am opening up with committed people. Understand, morning satsang … I only let you listen few words which can be shared in public. Paramashivoham is where I am going to open … to the committed people, to the committed seekers. Today again, I’ll connect all of us to Paramashiva. With the grace of Paramashiva, to Paramashiva and Mahabhairava, to clear all the obstacles, and prepare us for Paramashiva to manifest. See understand, Paramashiva is actually alive, living, just like how you feel your being. He is not just the totality of some qualities, some live kind of energy. No! He is all of that and alive, living, independently intelligent; who is, who has likes, dislikes, tastes, whatever you consider as alive, being alive, having all those qualities in a super scale. He is a living being, who is moving the Cosmos and source of the Cosmos. He doesn’t have likes and dislikes like you, but He’s more alive than you. He is living, vibrating, … radiating.

See unable to trust you, and unable to trust anyone around you – both of them are connected sickness, conscious sickness, feeds each other. When you are not able to trust others, you will not be able to trust yourself. When you are not able to trust yourself, you will not be able to trust others. This a sickness feeds the other, one the, one feeds the other. You are able to trust yourself is called peace, shanti. You are able to trust others is called bliss, happiness, ananda. Here, you will be able to trust yourself and Paramashiva, the whole Universe. Whenever I see you will be able to trust others, you always think you are like a child, small puppy baby, weak in the hands of others. No! That visualization, imagination, that you are weak when you trust others is wrong. You trusted others when you are a baby is different. But that is like a powerless, … no option trust. But the real trust is the trust you have with Guru.

Even when you have multiple options and choices … and you know he loves you, and he has a best for you, much more than what you can think, his being can manifest in you much more than what you can think – that is trust, integrity. That integrity is what I want as Gurudakshina. Whoever has that integrity, I can make Paramashiva manifest in you. Listen to this carefully. Ability to trust the Guru, knowing that he is my visionary, he has great vision for me than what I can imagine, and he has a great love for me than the love I have for me, and he is capable than me to manifest best for me – having this trust on Guru and surrendering is integrity. I expect this as a Gurudakshina for manifesting Paramashivoham in you. So see this part again and again and again, then you will understand what I am trying to convey. So we’ll have the process to connect with Mahabhairava after a break.

Intermission

Listen. When Paramashiva manifest in you, the tremendous love, compassion, joy you radiate, … not only it becomes eternal, … you just know you are going to be here forever. You are indestructible. And … that immortal indestructible conscious confidence starts manifesting in the body also, through the body also. With the grace of Paramashiva, I’ll connect now all of us with Paramashiva and Mahabhairava to remove all the obstacles for Paramashivoham, being with Paramashiva happen in all of us.

Initiation starts

Initiation ended

Om Nithyananda Paramashivoham.

I bless you all. Let’s all radiate the State, Space, Powers, Being, Superconsciousness, and ShriKailasa of Paramashiva. Let’s all radiate with Integrity, Authenticity, Responsibility, Enriching, Causing, Living Shuddhadvaita Saivam, Living and Radiating that State, Space, Powers, Being, Superconsciousness of Paramashiva, Paramashivoham, Om Nithyananda Paramashivoham, The Eternal Bliss, Nithyananda. Thank you. Be blissful.

]]> https://nithyanandamayiswami.com/18-march-2020-sri-nithyananda-paramashivam-satsang-transcript/feed/ 0 My Gratitude Journey https://nithyanandamayiswami.com/my-gratitude-journey/ https://nithyanandamayiswami.com/my-gratitude-journey/#respond Sun, 21 Jul 2019 07:55:00 +0000 https://nithyanandamayiswami.com/?p=1554 My intelligence and my experssion of life cannot describe or define or paint Swamiji

Who is he

What is he

Why is he so compassionate and so loveable to everyone

And yet be so misunderstood

The enigma of A Guru Can never be encapsulated in words

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Na guroradhikam | na guroradhikam | na guroradhikam |

Na guroradhikam | na guroradhikam | na guroradhikam |

There is none greater than the Guru! There is none greater than the Guru! 

There is none greater than the Guru!

This verse extolling The Guru is repeated in Guru Geetha.

Early morning fog,the greenish hue of the forest trees weaving with the yellowish rays of the sun, that manges to playfullly slip in through the fog and the age old forest trees vivdly danced in nature. Striding powerfully, ramrod straight, a young indian sadhu walked through the forest, and as he walked out of my eye line the yellow-greenish colors lingered around gracefully

Nithyananda resonated in my head and my brain- and I woke up to the thud of the newspaper being delivered early morning

Thus began my search for “young Nithyananda” in early 2008. 

“Google is showing me Bhagwan NIthyananda of Gnaeshpuri, but the person in my dream was young and tall which is not how this Bhagwan NIthyananda looks.” i complained to my sister who was one other end of the world in Pheonix-U.S.

” And further, this Bhagwan NIthyananda is not even alive. I wish people would give clear informations in my dream, now i am having to search for him and i dont even know who he is , because i could not even see his face! God has to find a way to communicate things clearly to me.” My voice pitched higher as a an Indian wedding procession was passing right outside my window in Chennai.

What is the USP of A Guru I wondered as i read and re- read and digeestd the romance of a Guru& His Disciple through  Autobiography of a Yogi and Jnanaeshwar’s Jnaneshwari which ignited my curiousty about A Guru and life around him. Life around A Guru captivated my imagination and my seeking for My Guru intensified.


2019 In life’s daily battles, we loose the persepctive of the larger goal of life, the higher consciousness which is in each of us  gets netsled away in one corner of your inner heart, and evenetually burried deep inside our complex thought currents and powerful incompletions and it is only an Avatar, A Guru who can realign and remind you of your higher purpose of Human life by example.
I have understood what are the higher values ,and the highest value i have learnt from #My Guru is Thyaga: there is no english word equalant to this. Thyaga is not just a word, its an expereince.Humility & comapassion are redefined by The Avatar, My Guru.The result at each step of relationship for a disciple, is an ever new and higher perspective a broader vision, a greater awareness, a deeper and higher consciousness and ultimately Oneness 

Living around My Guru is live, real time action of changes in our perceived realities and our Ultimate purpose of life.

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